The end.

my new blog

:)

XOXO

hi

I miss my blog.

hehehehe.

Since blog tutup sekejap, pake tumblr mok post apa apa. malu .__. sebab banyak orang baca & tauk ada orang baca. so... tada, I'm back. for good. ( hahahahahahaha )

March being a bitchy bitch to me. drama drama drama.

dah aku mok blog, sekda rasa mok cerita apa apa. WTH

nice.

FUGLY

my motivation. hehehehe. kidding!

current modd : Fugly, ugly, unpretty, hideous etc etc etc.

Entah. tiba tiba rasa down dengan diri sendiri. rasa burok indah lok. :/ ololo. Aok, rasa fugly. fugly stands for fucking ugly atau, maha hodoh. kenak oo? pernah rasa macam tok, tapi lamak lamak tok rasa selalu fugly. haha. fuglious lalu jak. 

mungkin sebab rasa sik terurus. rasa sik betol. dari segi emosi & fizikal. I gained hahaahahahaha yes I am. no one to be blame :/ and yet, aku malas mok work out sebab lelah dengan kerja kerja lain. .___. and yes, I refuse to detox myself since.......... haha. entah. semuanya bermula dari malas. sumpah, aku rasa babi. 

maok work out, sik juak pergi. maok cut 5kg. sik juak dapat. but then, I must cut down 5kg before JUNE. BEFORE JUNE! hehehehe.

anyway, hari khamis tok start bayar puasa. harap habis. 

kita selalu dengar orang gemok / kurus complaint dirik nya gemok. tapi kita jarang dengan orang yang padah dirik nya sik kacak. perasaan ya memang selalu, tapi jarang orang mok express. now, today, when you read my blog, I feel FUGLY. I need help. the boyfie won't help much. hahahaha mulut lelaki, malas mok kira. apa apa pun, semuanya start dari sendiri. maybe I should cut down my emotional issues. lolololo. 

esok ada presentation, last. 

now. zzzz

till then,

XOXO

p/s F to the U to the G L Y! 

:/

2.00 pm

@Jamil_U Zazza..how are you doing? whats your phone number? i want to inform you about Auwal. He had an accident last nite..

Terus berik number phone & BB pin. incase line rumah aku madot. then he called me, inform hal Auwal accident terok pagi marek. around 2 - 3 am gia dengan kawan nya & time ya dah di Timberland. 

mula mula fikir nya accident biasa ajak, mungkin self accident gia gia. then pukol 4 gia, Jamil ( Auwal's close friend ) bbm padah kereta Auwal terok & Auwal dalam ICU & i was like :O :O :O :O :O kesian nya. 

Auwal & kawan nya, student LKW accident area masjid kat SWNB. keadaan nya sangat critical. patah area kanan dari kaki sampei paha, & bahu sebelah kerek. maseh belom sedar gilak. baruk keluar dari operation room. sedeh. :( parents nya mungkin turun ke Kuching. harap nya pergi agak Auwal lah sebab he needs a moral support dari family. support kawan & family sik sama. 

and the saddest part... director LKW ada visit Auwal. INTI sekda pun? :/ I wonder. sampei juak oo. mungkin sidak lecturer akan visit nya, i hope so. :/ 

Auwal, Nigerian. classmate kamekorang & group leader pake final year project, pake 2 subject. .___. he's  a very nice guy. nya sangat gentleman & sik pernah menyusahkan. kenal nya dari previous semester, kamekduak sama sama ambik subject business law & dari sia kamekduak berkawan. he's a good friend. Since nya group leader kamekorang, lecturer suroh just proceed jak apa apa & polah kerja sama sama di hospital jak. sampei nya recover. sebab sik boleh nak embak nya ke sine sine dolok. 

kamekorang ( Steffy, Florence & Frankie ) pergi agak nya haritok. maseh belom sedar. ya juak Bilit ICU ya terok. bising & sik selesa. compare to Normah, jaoh gila babi beza. even GH pun bagus agik kali. anyway, harap nya cepat recover. 

tapi rasa macam entah lah.. lamak mok recover :( stay positive jak.

till then,

XOXO

p/s shit happen.

Hello.

I'm alive. 

ttyl.

XOXO

#random

Hello,

I survived 32 hours of silent treatment. it's okay. he's not my mum. keep calm and carry on with your silent treatment dear.

haritok baruk ada masa maok bermain dengan tumblr & blog. heh heh heh. boleh lah luangkan masa sedikit. baruk habis download note, mok siapkan tutorial, mok habiskan 3 chapter pake Strategic Management, HRM & Entrepreneurship and last........sambongkan individual research pake fyp. 

hari jummat petang kelak, maok habiskan semua kerja & prepare presentation pake small business awareness... next week!! and weekend, rilek rilek rilek. yeay yeay yeay! harap semua nya berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

lamak lamak tok, tiba tiba rasa menyesal sambong di INTI. I should move to RMIT instead of INTI. entah. tiba tiba rasa macam ya. INTI ok, just that.. enviroment nya sucks. seriously. maybe sebab rasa sesak nafas dengan semua tok. oh, RMIT in Melbourne. at least, away dari Kuching for 2 or 3 years. Haha. -.- too late.

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one day.


till then,

XOXO

p/s nap.

day 6. Interesting facts about me. heh

Interesting fact?

1. Zaza, Dedek & Jaja is my petname.
2. Some people called me Dedek. no question.
3. Nur Qhairuniza Kushari.
4. I’m lefty.
5. I hate insect, snakes & cacing!
6. Suka doodle
7. Suka baking
8. Suka masak
9. Suka tidor. ( ok, not interesting at all )
10. Datang dari sekolah perempuan since primary 1 till 2005, yo.
11. Turning 23 this year. Excited!
12. I speak Sarawak Malay, English & Melanau.
13. I don’t hate. I strongly dislike someone / things.
14. Sik pandei makan pake sudu sebelah KANAN.
15. Sik pernah first raya di Kuching since 2000.
16. Sik pernah belagu dalam bilit mandik.
17. Not a fan or any whatever-idols.
18. Malam tadik bermimpi tentang ex boyfie :/
19. Semua past relationship end up dengan Long Distance Relationship. SEMUA.
20. Oh. I’m 155 cm.
21. Sekarang tengah silent treatment dengan Amel D:
22. Hope esok everything gonna be ok, anggap lah ya a little gift from relationship.
23. Final year project sangat stress!!
24. Insecure, curious, poret & emotional... is my middle name.
25. Berharap gilak gilak dapat habiskan assignment before May!
26. I’m the one and only.. Malay student for my business degree course ( FINAL YEAR 2011 )
27. So, tawakal jak :D
28. Someone asked me “kenak sekda comment button” wanna know why? Some naughty reader abused my comment button.
29. Don’t take anything personal at my blog. Haha. Unless, I wrote down your name. :P
30. For me, money can buy happiness. Money just can’t buy sincerity and virginity Haha.


done.

till then,

XOXO

p/s :  sedetik lebih Anuar Zain. hugs hugs hugs hugs