Hello bloggie.
I can't sleep. :S entah. macam macam dalam otak. sik habis habis process & analyse keadaan. final sik lamak agik. last few days, Dayang Khaty told me something "Zaza. kamek ada news. hal /// tapi, bukan news bagus" "Hal apa? nya anok kamek atau ....?, kamek sik mok tauk. kamek nervous. kamek ada final. sik mok tauk" & I cried. hahaha. bodoh habis. then, OK. hmmm not. deep down, rasa macam isik perut berbelit belit & tekak rasa pahit mok telan air liur. :/
Well, if nya dah move on. then OK.
Dayangk Khaty thank you :* cerita dengan kamek bila kamek ready, mun kamek maseh sudi maok tauk.
to be honest, keadaan tok kita akan lalui mun kita love someone sincerely, if you know what i mean. but then, as day goes by.. nothing much we can do. nothing much i can do. just buat buat sik tauk & move on. end of day, eventually.. everything gonna be okay, i guess. Inshallah.
So, by now.... appreciate apa yang ada. ya, walaupun ada trust issue. boleh work it out kan? as long as i want it..hehehe. Zaza pesan "trust yourself dolok. then belajar trust orang lain" Hmm. takes time, kan? "Mun kita mena mena maok, kita dapat polah" selalu padah dengan orang benda tok, tapi bila part sendiri. madot. haha. OK. everything ok sebenarnya, cuma entah. WELL, everything takes time. sucks. I just need my frigging vacation. that's all. :)
I want a new start. 2011,i'm so ready for you.
love love.
p/s good morning saturday. :)
