Hello.
He texted me last night. i'm on my way mok tidor. bila baca benda ya, suddenly rasa.. rasa macam kat tempat tinggi, tiba tiba tergugok. & i cried myself to sleep. i do miss him, tapi entahlah. when you love someone yang simply boleh let you go just because he can, then you'll understand what im trying to say.
Rasa lonely jak. Setiap hari, lunch sorang sorang @ MCD or cafe kat sekolah. Pegi MPH sorang sorang, sebab sik tauk mok polah apa. Jalan malam dalam kereta sorang sorang. & sometimes, call me whatever u people mok padah laaaa. sometimes ok? rasa macam nya dudok sebelah dalam kereta. maybe sebab i miss him & nya selalu teman pegi sine sine. we had fun.. walaupun BANYAK UP & DOWN. when you miss people, you keep on thinking / imagine benda sik masok akal. ignore.
the seasons have changed & the days are getting longer. we wake up to the sunlight & go to bed with the warmth of the season filtering in through open window screens. the seasons change, we change. we grow, we move on. we learn new things each day, ways to be better people, ways in which we are strong, ways that hurt. each day we are given a chance to start new, to dissolve past regrets, to become the person we truly want to be. we are incredible creatures & we exist for a reason. each & every one of us. it may take years, decades, to discover this reason but it’s there! it’s there. perhaps it’s like love, we only find it hidden when we stop searching. it comes to us. we are incredible creatures, never forget that.
the question is, am i strong enough to try?
Assalamualaikum.
