A letter to God.
I'm having a very bad day today. my parents pissed me off & i don't know where to go. Yes, ada kawan. but then, sikkan semua benda mok letak kat sidak? Yes, sharing is caring tapi limit mesti ada. I got no where to go, so I turn to God. please forgive me sebab hanya ingat bila masa susah & sebelom tidor. :(
I suppose to work on Malaysia - China economic culture. heeehs. sekda mood mok polah ya. entah. rasa mok rest otak sekejap. Dah siap global montery system. this happen bila bermain masa dengan MASA. I skipped my law class today. sleepy gila. entah. my brain doesnt work on monday, obviously pake semua orang mungkin. ( sorry ). & my classmate, Auwal being sooo concern about "U must show up in class" hehe. Thanks Auwal. Auwal gave me guideline for my law assignment. nasib nya baik hati. :)
yeay but no victory. kerja rumah maseh ada 2. 2 research to be done. mesti siapkan 2 haritok & esok mesti siapkan sigek & the next day print & submit. OoOo, mind my student life. saya sangat malas. you know? last minute update assignment. bad habit.
so, tell me.. dapat sik habiskan semua kerja before jumaat tok tanpa gago dengan tumblr & twitter? boleh nak? I know I can do it. just that, ya Allah. malas. tapi start malam tok mok habiskan 1 research & simpankan pake sigek esok.
I need a love. :( where can I get one?
love Zaza.
Love isn’t him calming you down when you yell. It’s him yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and keep you grounded. It isn’t him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable. It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones out of both of you, and yet him showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not him saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. It’s not him caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s him standing there, admitting he’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another person’s hands and said, "Here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat, or forget I ever handed it to you"
But, everything is too little too late.
xo
