Dear mr.Ex boyfie.
I hope you don't read this. its embrassing. but yes, letter tok for you. . Dah 6 month kita break up. Dah 6 month kita sik nengok masing masing. 6 month dah kita give up on each other. kamek hope kitak doing ok, fine & happy. Kitak pergi Shah Alam, kamek stay di Kuching. I know its hard to keep up our long distance relationship, and its hurt so bad bila kita break up.
Kamek sik tauk maok blame siapa. Kamek sik tauk maok blame apa. kamek sik blame Study kitak. kamek sik blame any 3r person. kamek sik blame distance. kamek sik blame blame apa apa. kamek just upset, marah, sedeh dengan kitaduak cepat give up. Situation yang push kita ke tempat yang salah ; break up. I know, deep down we want the same things. love.
Remember the last day, kamek hantar kitak pergi airport. then, kitak boarding. I have a feelings yang something bad gonna happen to us. tapi kamek sik suka layan rasa macam ya. Sebab I trust you. kamek trust kitak gilak & I cried so hard on my way balit rumah. Hoping sekda benda sik bagus berlaku. but.. things change.
Actly, kamek sik suka post tok. sebab kamek perlu cerita apa yang kamek rasa then kamek perlu rasa apa yang kamek sik maok rasa. & kamek rasa macam yesterday jak baruk break up.. & Last week, you sent me sms. I cried like hell. then, kamek rasa lain. you know why? I know, you don't care.. & to be honest, kamek boleh rasa kita sik kuat kedak dolok agik ; feelings & the saddest part is, kita dah give up on each other. :'(
last, thanks for everything. thanks for masa yang kita share. thanks polah kamek happy. thanks for every memories yang kita ada. Up and down kita. kamek appreciate every moment yang kita pernah ada. So thank you AFH.
love,
Zaza.
I try so hard not to cry, but I missed everthing about us.
